I want to sleep, I think as the sea rocks me, my name on its breath and my body suspended in its gentle embrace. I want life to be a feast, even if I have to eat it raw and bloody and burned some days. I want to stop picking at life like it's a meal I don't want to eat, because I want to. I want to believe I am good and kind and clever and worthy with as much conviction as I have believed the opposites. I want to live, not just survive, and fill myself up with all the people who have loved me into this moment and this man. 16 2021 by Mackenzi Lee (Author) 406 ratings Book 3 of 3: Montague Siblings Novella See all formats and editions Kindle Edition 11.99 Read with Our Free App Audiobook 0.00 Free with your Audible trial Hardcover 23.99 Other new, used and collectible from 13. I want to stop feeling worthless and pointless and hopeless and less, less, less than everyone else around me. The Nobleman's Guide to Scandal and Shipwrecks Hardcover Nov. I want to stop feeling weak just because some days, I can hardly carry my heavy heart. I want to stop dragging myself around, stop feeling the weight of every thought like they're stones pulling me farther and farther under, the seafloor and surface both out of sight. I want to let the water take me and never have to be in my own company again.
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